I haven't written fan fiction for a full year.

I lost interest in my long fic, gave up and got burned out. Fell out of love for my fandom because I had a pretty big disagreement with the most popular author, and was isolated by the other members of my fandom. So I've just been drifting looking for other communities having awkward confrontations with mutual when all I want to talk about is fandom-related content, but I end up being dragged into pointless drama. I've felt like I've lost so much motivation to write from how toxic my fan community was and how I don't have any interest in the previous fics I wrote, and abandoned them.

I don't even have any ideas to write anymore. It's frustrating. I think drama made me lose all my motivation to write.