I’m getting sick of this fuck ass game

I feel like every single match it’s a 3 on 4 it feels like every last one of my opponents has a ss+ weapon while I’m over here my teammates watch as I get jumped and do nothing about it. I get chased all across the map where they do nothing feels like once in a blue moon it’s a 4 on 4 I’m getting sick of the constant crashing every two matches three if lucky it’s annoying. I’m tired of it.