I don't think I'm very good at reading

Hello there!

I'm a science major trying to transfer into english. Arts and literature have been my strength for a while, mainly because of the way I think. But I feel like I'm not great at reading! Maybe it's the adhd, but I genuinely find it so difficult to focus through long texts and such that I don't believe I'm soaking up as much as everyone else does. It's a lot of, knowing the general story but blanking out completely on paragraphs here and there.

I'm new to English classes in university, so I genuinely don't know what my peers are like and if they're actually just literary geniuses who just, get it. I'm wondering if anyone is able to share their experiences as an English major, how they get by with course work and loads of reading, and whether or not anyone else has this struggle :>