I’m bout to commit some vile acts please calm me or talk to me

My ex calls rubs it in my face about how many bodies she’s cause an men she has

Now she keeps blowing my phone up mocking me I can’t cry yell or anything

I wanna scream for an hour straight an just melt away my buttons are being so pushed right now all of these calls are too mock an call me out my name

Why won’t she just stop change wake up? wtf is wrong with people