I failed one of my subjects this sem = delayed grad
Si mama lang may alam at di ko alam kung pano sasabihin kay papa na delayed graduation ko dahil lang sa isang subject. Malaki tiwala niya na gagraduate ako on time akala ko rin eh, pero heto ako ngayon isang failure and disappointment.
Actually ayoko na mag aral mahirap kasi course ko pero consistent yung grades ko pasok sa deans list kaso ngayon hindi na, dahil I failed this one subject. 5, naka dalawang removals pero di naman pumasa. Dahil diyan delayed graduation ko, di ko na ka batchmates mga friends ko.
This was back in December, I think mga 3 weeks before the deadline of the final project for this subject I would feel parang nasusuka pero hindi naman pero parang nasusuka pa din pero walang lumalabas and then masakit ulo ko. Self diagnosis to ah, I think cause non is stress and because of this recurring symptoms na meron ako one of the reason to kung bakit I failed the subject, the pressure and the stress was really getting to me.
I had a mental breakdown the day I was supposed to present my project and I wasn't still finished with my project so I messaged my prof apologizing for wasting such an opportunity.
Sinabihan ko si mama na gusto ko magpa hospital kasi yun nga yung symptoms ko it was really bad, my purpose was that gusto ko magpa diagnose sa psychiatrist or psychologist coz my mental health was really bad and I was afraid to admit it to my mother. So si mama ayaw nya kasi di nya alam kung san ba kami pupunta since yun lang naman symptoms ko so then ako pumunta nalang sa kwarto at humiga.
Pagkatapos nun pumunta mga tita ko asking what's wrong with me tas dun ko na linabas na nahihirapan ako, super stressed with my grades, the expectations and pressure na nafefeel ko. They told me na walang nag eexpect sakin na ganun ganyan that I was the only one pressuring and setting expectations for myself which is true since I always had good grades and I wanted to graduate with flying colors.
I already accepted that I won't be able to graduate on time but the problem is my parents. Hindi ko pa sinabi kay papa since I told my mother na ako ang magsasabi. My mother on the other hand thinks that I still have the chance to pass and gawin ko lang daw ay makiusap sa prof ko but prof already gave 2 removals and yet I still failed them even though there is a chance the second removal prof made the exam harder so that we won't pass because I think I kinda pissed him off because I kept asking if it will be possible to reschedule the removals since the announcement was unexpected.
Di gagraduate on time. I really want advices from you guys coz I really don't know what to do. Thank you!
Si mama lang may alam at di ko alam kung pano sasabihin kay papa na delayed graduation ko dahil lang sa isang subject. Malaki tiwala niya na gagraduate ako on time akala ko rin eh, pero heto ako ngayon isang failure and disappointment.
Actually ayoko na mag aral mahirap kasi course ko pero consistent yung grades ko pasok sa deans list kaso ngayon hindi na, dahil I failed this one subject. 5, naka dalawang removals pero di naman pumasa. Dahil diyan delayed graduation ko, di ko na ka batchmates mga friends ko.
This was back in December, I think mga 3 weeks before the deadline of the final project for this subject I would feel parang nasusuka pero hindi naman pero parang nasusuka pa din pero walang lumalabas and then masakit ulo ko. Self diagnosis to ah, I think cause non is stress and because of this recurring symptoms na meron ako one of the reason to kung bakit I failed the subject, the pressure and the stress was really getting to me.
I had a mental breakdown the day I was supposed to present my project and I wasn't still finished with my project so I messaged my prof apologizing for wasting such an opportunity.
Sinabihan ko si mama na gusto ko magpa hospital kasi yun nga yung symptoms ko it was really bad, my purpose was that gusto ko magpa diagnose sa psychiatrist or psychologist coz my mental health was really bad and I was afraid to admit it to my mother. So si mama ayaw nya kasi di nya alam kung san ba kami pupunta since yun lang naman symptoms ko so then ako pumunta nalang sa kwarto at humiga.
Pagkatapos nun pumunta mga tita ko asking what's wrong with me tas dun ko na linabas na nahihirapan ako, super stressed with my grades, the expectations and pressure na nafefeel ko. They told me na walang nag eexpect sakin na ganun ganyan that I was the only one pressuring and setting expectations for myself which is true since I always had good grades and I wanted to graduate with flying colors.
I already accepted that I won't be able to graduate on time but the problem is my parents. Hindi ko pa sinabi kay papa since I told my mother na ako ang magsasabi. My mother on the other hand thinks that I still have the chance to pass and gawin ko lang daw ay makiusap sa prof ko but prof already gave 2 removals and yet I still failed them even though there is a chance the second removal prof made the exam harder so that we won't pass because I think I kinda pissed him off because I kept asking if it will be possible to reschedule the removals since the announcement was unexpected.
Di gagraduate on time. I really want advices from you guys coz I really don't know what to do. Thank you!